2021 was...

Lockdown again, Unsafe working conditions, Building a LEGO Castle, Boardgames, Attempting Post Graduate study, Twitch streaming, Muscle imabalance, No running, Visiting Ousdale Broch, Resident Evil: Village, Visiting relatives, Helensburgh, Brora beach day, Designing RPGs, TartanLUG, Turning 35, Big Burn Walk, Lots of fish & chips, Catching Covid at work, Wild swimming, The waves, Vaccination, Adopting Wisp, A toxic work environment, Incompetence, Bad mental health, The waves, Not muscle imabalance but nerve damage, Glasgow trip, Gentlemen Sesh, A new job, Chilly & Angie’s wedding, Dune, More bad mental health, Good friends, Storm Arwen, Wednesday Pints, Vicky’s birthday, A successful interview, Booster jab, and the small glimmer of hope again.

It was a lot harder than last year.

MOC: Widmore in Fall

Earlier this year, I built a Lego Castle, with the plan of displaying it at Lego shows. That never happened, but I kept it built nonetheless, just in case. Last month, and with my Lego User Group’s meet-up scheduled for the end of November, I gave it a Fall/Autumnal refresh. Storm Arwen coincided that very same weekend, and with snow showers, sheet lightning, and plenty of fallen trees on the road during that drive down, the event was rescheduled, with display, again, postponed. Nonethless, the MOC got a new lick of paint, and it’s all set once again for showing online!

Structurally it’s the exact same model as before. The landscaping is a little bit different -hundreds of leaf pieces!- and there’s a little bit of time progression and new character detail, but other than that it’s a seasonal reskin. I’m already planning the Winter version, which will, I expect, look a *lot* different.

“Widmore in Fall. As Autumn lands in the great forests, the despicable Lion Knight stronghold lies empty of prisoners. With their comrades free, the Forestmen now strike for greater riches.”

July 2021

July went quickly! This month was over just as soon as it started, and for the most part, everything went great!

Outdoor Swimming

After a recent incredible campaign by volunteers, the North Baths in Wick were cleaned and renovated. The North Baths are an open-air swimming pool dating back to 1904, and while the north of Scotland isnt exactly known for it’s warm temperatures, the pool has been historically popular, now entering a renaissance. Several friends had already reported going, and so, on the hottest day of July, I threw caution (and t-shirt!) to the wind and decided to join. It was incredible! The water was still and clear, people were diving in, and it was weirdly one of the most freeing moments of the past year. I’ve never been a good swimmer, but through subsequent visits I now feel happier, stronger, Ive lost a bit of weight, and perhaps most importantly of all, I feel a lot more positive about my self. As the month went on the temperature dropped, one day the waves were crashing in, and more friends have joined. Outdoor swimming is something I never thought I would do, but I’ve surprised myself, and i’m glad I gave it a shot. A trophy stamp for 2021!

Dont Get Got

Dont Get Got is something I’ve been following with great interest after the glowing Shut Up & Sit Down video review. It’s a party game of social deviance and mischievious objectives where you have to complete objectives and trick other players, the review above is worth watching! I recently backed the reissue (with expansions!) on Kickstarter and with social distancing opening up again, gave it a shot with a gathering of friends. Objectives ranged from subtle to the absurd, but the best thing about it was how competitive it all got, and how other players became SO ANGRY when they realised they’d been tricked or “got”. Without the faux-edginess of something like Cards Against Humanity this landed really well and was just fun more than anything else. I definitely want to play this more, as social meets hopefully continue!

Loki

After the excellent and mysterious Wandavision, and the disappointing and messy The Falcon and the Winter Soldier, I wasn’t really sure what to expect from Loki or even further Marvel Cinematic Universe TV efforts on Disney+. Loki is a character that’s been heavily reccuring in the Marvel franchise of films and a favourite throughout, so it was mildly disappointing that he did “die” during Avengers: Infinity War. Thanks to time-travel, multiverses, and comicbook nonsense he thankfully got his own show and do-over, and his series was pleasantly fun. Lots of fun! With fantastic leads, and some excellent space/time whimsy, this really felt like Marvel’s Doctor Who a lot and even bested certain seasons of what it seemed to be imitating. As with Wandavision it was great watching a show weekly and having each week theroising and anticipating the next part, and honestly, maybe the binge model of TV is a cultural mistake? The MCU has an inherent problem of always setting up the next thing and not resolving anything, and while that was still definitely the case here, the season finale REALLY pleased my fanboy Marvel brain. For those keeping score, I’m probably sitting here: Wandavision>Loki>FalcoSoldier.

Covid Vaccine

After testing positive from Covid_19 last month, this month I got my first dose of the vaccine! Effects weren’t that bad at all, and I’m glad I finally got one…but still weirded-out and angry at the universe that I got infected just days before my initial appointment. Regarding the virus itself, I’m still getting recurring headaches and feel oddly light and temperature sensitive at times, but as the weeks pass I feel stronger and healthier than ever before. Swimming and walks have helped with that, as has summer and seeing people, and I’m looking forward to continuing with lots of all of it.

August is looking to be a bit of a catch up month for everything, lets see how that goes!

A small lighthouse in a big sea

For the most recent TartanLUG Zoom build challenge, the brief was to build something using 20 Lego parts or less. I was sadly unable to attent the Zoom Meeting on the night, but the end-result of building on and off for the week prior was the microscale lighthouse below. As an AFOL i’ve spent most of my Lego life amassing more pieces to build bigger and better things, so having to be thrifty with piececount was definitely not something I was used to!

I struggled quite a bit with this challenge- I didn’t like my entry initially but I’m reasonably happy with how it turned out. With some experimentation, nineteen pieces were used in total, but I would love to add more and make something even bigger with more detail. Conceptually, I think the photos do a lot of heavy lifting. After I entered (and won!?) the contest, fellow builder Stewart Lamb Cromar created this excellent animated gif of the model, and this definitely sells the build further.

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The build challenge was fun, and definitely something I’m interested in pursuing again. I might continue in a microscale format or try something else. I just need to tidy the desk and organise the collection a bit more first!

June Status Update

Not the usual birthday month.

Beach Day at Brora

At the beginning of the month my friends and I travelled en masse to Brora, and had a meet up at the award winning beach just outside of town. After a truly awful global pandemic and accompanying lockdown this was our first big group meet in a year and a half, with lots to catch up on. Sun screen, snacks, shorts, and a chipper takeaway afterwards, it was great seeing everyone, and genuinely the best day I’ve had in ages. Lots of love, lots of good feels, lots of positive endorphins. One of my big epiphanies last year in lockdown was the importance in my life of friends, and seeing everyone so suddenly, at once, really reinforced that. Very thankful. The week after, I went to head back to Brora once more, but we ended up at Golspie Big Burn instead.

A Quiet Place and A Quiet Place Part II

For my birthday this month, in place of a big party with friends, I only had one other request than the walk at Golspie; a cinema trip. A Quiet Place Part II was a film I’d been waiting to see since March last year, and after thoroughly enjoying it’s predecessor at home, it was one of the big films I really wanted to see live in the cinema. Trusted film critic Mark Kermode frequently talks about the audience tension and atmosphere in showings of the original, and I definitely feel that was replicated with the sequel, at Merlin Thurso. Narratively I feel like the sequel misses some of the clear focus of it’s predecessor and feels looser. It is excellent in different ways however; changing protagonist, continuing a longer plot, and peeling back the layers on a fictional world already established. I definitely found it just as tense. After two short films I’ve found myself incredibly invested in the outcomes of the characters- I’d appreciate a third film if it happened but also just as happy to have it wrapped up here. Eitherway, John Krasinski has done really good work with the series, and I really cant wait to see what he does next.

The Birds

Ailish’s birthday was mostly ruined on account of a) continued lockdown and social restrictions, and b) the story below this one. Amongst other things, I got her a Bird Feeling Station, and after some front garden rearrangements, we installed it near the front door. This took a few days to get going but over the month we’ve had numerous visitors, with at least 20 chirpers present at one point. So many birds! We have now had Dunnocks, House Sparrows, Starlings, A crow, and the most spooked pair of Collared Doves I’ve ever seen. It sounds stupid, but this was all incredibly rewarding and weirdly fascinating- I LOVE WATCHING THEM! Feeding the birds outside and spying on them, I am now the oldest I’ve ever been, I am very aware of this.

Covid Positive

The month ended with this bombshell. After a coworker had a recurring cough and a whirlwind of subsequent days -involving countless negative lateral flow tests and a sore throat like glass- I tested positive. This was incredibly jarring, I spent so long scared of something possibly happening, and then it just did. I didn’t panic as such, but I remember feeling distinctly worried about what would come next, and just accepting it. There was lots of days in bed, and while I felt run down as hell it’s only looking back now that I stop and realise how bad it actually was. Lots of sleep, lots of sweat, and losing my voice for a bit of it. I’m thankfully getting over it now and recovering more and more each day, getting strong, and back to where I was.

This month marks the one year anniversary of these status updates. Born last year out of both the whole nasty global pandemic business and deactivating Facebook, writing monthly status updates has been a great way to reflect, pass time, and check in remotely. I’m not sure how fully enjoyable these posts -or even this blog- are but it’s something I’m looking to continue doing as a kind of go-to centre point for anything and everything I’m upto. It’s been great breaking down habits and activities into months, as seasons change and mental health varies. If these posts are interesting, enjoyable, or helpful in any way, please let me know.

Onwards and upwards!

MOC: Medieval Blacksmith 21325 Barn

Earlier in March I built and streamed Lego 21325 Medieval Blacksmith on Twitch. The set is great; it’s incredibly detailed, tall, and looks fantastic on display. It’s been on my desk since, with a rotating cast of knights and peasants minifigs next to it every so often. Since then, I’ve wanted to build something to sit next to and accompany it, so this month I decided to build a barn, as much in the same style as I could.

When the set was announced late 2020/early 2021 one of the most common requests and ‘complaints’ from AFOLs (in my circles at least) were the absence of goats from the set. The goat element in question had only appeared in one set previously, 7189 Mill Village Raid, and now goes for astronomical prices on the aftermarket: anywhere between £40-£100. Fan anticipation was hoping the Blacksmith set would bring the piece out of retirement or reissue it, but the original mold for the goat has since been lost. The set designers confirmed this. So my barn MOC is a means to continue the civilian castle theme, remedy the original set, and mostly just flex that I own goats. Yes, really.

The MOC was built independently from the set but continues the same colour patterns, and for the most part building techniques, with plenty of SNOT bricks and tiling on the sides. I’m not very good at building roofs so I designed a flat log roof instead using log pieces; no where near as complex or advanced as that of the host Blacksmith building, but as a simple barn for livestock, why would it be? I wanted to introduce a bit more colour so there’s more crops and some flowers too at the base. The barn doesn’t physically connect to the Blacksmith set in any way currently, but the curved plates both structures share allow for some nice pasture land in between for the goats and apple picking.

The MOC did really well on social-media channels and I even had a message from someone asking for instructions. As far as AFOL inside-memes go, I guess I’ve officially made it! Along with Widmore Keep previously I’d really love to display the MOC in public, and that’s my hope, maybe even with more goats. The Barn will probably stay built and on the desk for a while in case that opportunity ever presents itself.

Forward: Stories of Tomorrow

This year I’m aiming to read at least 35 books! That might not sound like much, but with a grand total of 25 last year, it’s hopefully going to be an achievable target. Recently i’ve struggled quite a bit to find the time to sit and read, with distractions, social meetings, and other responsibilities all vying for attention elsewhere, so recently i’v been dabbling more with audiobooks. Along with weekly podcasts I usually have one on the go and, this last month, I downloaded and listened to Forward: Stories of Tomorrow.

This appeared on Audible as a personalised recommendation and consists of six sci-fi short stories curated by Blake Crouch. All the authors were entirely new to me, and the six stories have a Black Mirror style future warning plausibility about them, which is how I interpreted them at least. I read about the stories briefly before listening, but for the most part with all of them went in blind (deaf?). Absolutely everyone has ranked them and picked their favourites in blogs, reviews, and fansites, so I thought I would do similar here, with spoiler-free thoughts. Forward is by no means the most complete or accomplished collection of this genre, but I think it’s worth a read or listen; all of the stories have some kind of charm.

Ark, by Veronica Roth, read by Evan Rachel Wood

I listened to the stories in order, and this was the first. The story is set two weeks before an asteroid destorys Earth, and having already evacuated the planet, a small team remain to catalogue and store plant samples. This was enjoyable enough with some interesting ideas, but ultimately it didn’t feel like the concepts or narrative had much drive. Things were very slow- despite the seemingly obvious urgency of the situation- and the story doesn’t really get a chance to perform. This was a very soft, melancholic story, but it did feel a little hollow.

Summer Frost, by Blake Crouch, read by Rosa Salazar

This was an excellent short story, expertly paced, and probably my second favourite of the collection. The story deals with work-life balance, artificial intelligence and free-will in pretty big ways, and does a lot thematically in such a short time. I really don’t want to talk too much about the plot with this one, but I found it so madly captivating, it really hooked me. I feel Summer Frost could be expanded to become an entire novel, but it’s definitely an interesting read that will linger in my thoughts for sometime. Really enjoyable.

Emergency Skin, by N. K. Jemisin, read by Jason Isaacs

Emergency Skin was the only story I was aware of going into the collection, after the title previously having won the Hugo Award for Best Novelette in 2020 and winding up in my “to read” pile. The story is about an explorer returning to a previously-doomed earth for materials and the discoveries they make along the way. As someone currently mega-disillusioned with work culture, politics, climate change, society, and hell, where the world is heading in general, this resonated with me a lot! The themes might be a bit too on the nose for some, but I found this short story excellently paced as the reveals emerged, and the character’s discoveries progressed. It ended at exactly the right time. This was easily my favourite of the six stories and my introduction to N. K. Jemisin as an author. I’m looking forward to reading lots more.

You Have Arrived At Your Destination, by Amor Towles, read by David Harbour

David Harbour (Hopper from Stranger Things) was great narrating, but overall ‘At Your Destination did not click for me. This was conceptually clever, with fertility, genetic engineering, and future outcomes all as major thinking points. Structurally however, the story didn’t really land, with the opening feeling pretty loose, and a third act that -to me at least- was quite disappointing. Im not really sure I arrived at the destination at all. Probably my least favourite of the six.

The Last Coversation, by Paul Tremblay, read by Steven Strait

This was just okay. The narrative really hinges entirely on the ending that, while having some excellent symmetry with that of the beginning, was very predictable from the outset. This is easily the most abstract of the collection conceptually and narratively, and I think I would have enjoyed it a lot more if I hadn’t sussed the ending as quickly as I did. I refuse to divulge any more. Tonally and through its language I enjoyed this quite a bit, and it feels raw, sharp, and honest throughout, but as an idea I feel this has definitely been done before, and better.

Randomize, by Andy Weir, read by Janina Gavankar

Andy Weir was, in my opinion, the most “household name” of the authors in the collection. There’s lots of dismissing reviews of this on Goodreads but I thought this was fun! Sci-fi wise this is definitely the lightest (and shortest) of the short stories included in the Forward collection, but the idea of quantum computing meeting casino heists is interesting and more importantly, narratively enjoyable. With changing protagonists up until the very end I wasn’t really sure how the story was going to land; in some ways it’s a story that truly reflects the ‘randomness’ and binary win stakes of gambling as a concept. Pretty neat!

MOC: Farmer Red vs the Green Knight Army

In place of Lego displays and exhibitions, for the last year my ‘local’ Lego Users Group TartanLUG have been having regular Zoom video calls. I’ve attended a few and it’s been great seeing what others have been building, buying, or collecting Lego wise; everyone sharing stories and ideas. Each meeting has a Build Challenge to inspire others to build something- a virtual show and tell!- with the theme for the meeting this past weekend “Monochrome”. I wasn’t able to attend the call, but I still built something for it all the same.

Farmer Red vs the Green Knight Army came together pretty quickly- from the outset a monochrome minifig was something I wanted to do, but this still proved pretty challenging with my Lego collection. Minifig head and torsos generally have printed designs so this ensured only certain colours were possible. When I started equipping the minifigs again, I was limited by what pieces I could use, but the whole build ultimately allowed me to show off with some rare and uncommong Lego pieces. One minifig as an entry didn’t feel substantial enough so I cheated the theme (somewhat) and built two to place them in a duel.

  • The Cowboy Hat in Red (3629) only came in two Lego sets from the 1970s, 372: Texas Rangers in 1977 and 365: Wild West in 1975 respectively. Im too young to have ever owned either set, but interestingly, they’re sets that never had printed minifigs, much like the finished MOC.

  • Utensil Pitchfork Type 2 in Red (95345) is a new recolour (and a new mold) of the older brown element that appeared in five fantastic Lego Castle sets 1984 onwards. The new red variant debuted recently in the 2020 Monkie Kid sets, notably 80010, 80013, and 80009. These sets are from a terrible new theme clearly not aimed at me, but the piece recolour is very nice!

  • The Castle Helmet with Neck Protector (3844/15606) in Green is an exciting one! Helmets in this colour were never formally released in a set, though did accompany a minifig called Rascus, again, unreleased. This might have been a promo item or a catalogue/retailer error, though Bricklink numbers the minifigure/set as 5996. So mysterious! I managed to snag three of these back in 2005ish through a Classic Castle fan jambalaya trade but only have two now. Sale prices for this piece range from £5-£13, with only 11 of them currently for sale. Rare!

  • Modified 2 x 4 with 2 Studs and Curved Sides (88000/17514) appeared in two sets in Green, 30071 and 7595 in 2010, and one set in Trans-Clear, 70809. The piece is very uncommon for set appearances but doesn’t actually carry much value on the aftermarket, with lots of people currently selling. I’ve used these pieces a few times before in builds mostly as landscaping, as I have here.

This is my first MOC since Widmore Keep. This is nowhere near as big or clever, or even as immediately striking, but with any Lego build it’s always about the pieces and colours used. I had lots of fun putting this together- I’ll be trying something similar again in the future!

March Status Update

March was…

As The Crow Flies (working title)

Inspiration struck! Earlier this month I had an idea to run a small week-long RPG over messages in a Choose Your Own Adventure style, and I spent a few days writing it all up. Some paths work a lot better than others narratively and it’s mostly finished…but it’s something that I really want to develop further! At just under 3000 words it’s kind of taken on a life of it’s own, BUT I love that, and I’m really excited to continue with it, either in it’s current format or something else entirely.

Wandavision

After pretty much an entire year of no cinema trips or superhero films, Wandavision releasing recently on Disney+ was an unexpected treat. Both ‘Scarlett Witch’ and Vision have been notoriously under-utilised in the Avengers and wider Marvel Cinematic Universe films so I really enjoyed this six hour piece. It was incredibly satisfying having this to look forward to and theorise about each week, and I loved watching it progress into a great mystery that builds and subsequently unravels in nine episodes, tinged with love, grief, life, and existentialism. A superb experiment that finally gave emotional resonance and character moments to a MCU that’s mostly without. A lot better than I anticipated!

Building and Streaming Lego Medieval Blacksmith 21325

This month I continued building the new Lego Medieval Blacksmith 21325 set and streaming progress over on my Twitch channel. The set is incredibly detailed and makes a great display piece and I had lots of fun building it with all the new bricks and techniques used. Streaming the build was a bit of an interesting one -people actually watched!- and I enjoyed nattering on about Lego history and pieces. It definitely gave me a new appreciation for the hard work that streaming requires, but I don’t think it’s something I can commit to regularly. Hard work! I recorded all the video and trimmed all 7 hours into a time-lapsed 25 minutes, but without audio -and still too long?- I’ve yet to upload. This might be something that gets finished and uploaded online or I might honestly just keep for myself as a memento. Streaming may be something I take-up every so often.

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Big Decisions

With a disastrous February, I re-evaluated quite a bit. After a lot of consideration I came to the difficult decision of withdrawing from my Post-Graduate study. This was really hard to do but came down to ultimately being frazzled from full-time work, winter mental stuff, and continued pandemic exhaustion. I really enjoyed what I was studying but was always scraping by each week by only studying the absolute minimum and skipping lots of stuff- I really wasn’t able to give the materials the time, energy, or love that it needed. I would have much preferred spending more time on it, or having the time in the first place. So i’m annoyed at that but will pick it up again at a better time, in a few years or even later in life. The positive effects of that decision however have been immediate. Less stress, more relaxing, oysters of free time, and honestly just a sunnier outlook. I’m not griefing myself the same about sitting doing nothing or not working. It’s a good feeling.

April is…

looking promising! Next month I want to start work on a new Lego project, play lots of games, and if everything goes to plan, get back to normal and have more frequent meets and meals with friends. Fingers crossed!